it's 6 a.m. and i'm still awake =.=
bugger...
i'm seriously not suited to places with smoke & liquor saturated air. i hate smoking, and i dislike drinking. if it wasn't mariam's farewell, i wouldn't even have went to movida... the whole night i was there, i just watched people getting themselves wasted. bleh.
i wouldn't say i just sat there doing nothing, i did go down to the dance floor, and had a few gulps of liquor, but that's just that. seriously in my opinion, getting high isn't worth its consequences...
and now i just feel i'm kinda like a failure. look at eujo and junmin, both have made some damn close friends, both have damn good grades and really fun experiences here. just look at their video...
it's not like i haven't got my share of fun experiences here, indeed i do have quite a number: taylor's closed dodgeball tournament, mapcu & figos, just to name a few, but i've never really felt quite at home here... i just don't get a feeling that i belong here, a feeling that i fit in...
was it a mistake choosing to come to taylors for my a-levels? or should i just have stayed at penang for it?
was i wrong?
sigh, i'm really getting the morning blues, literally...
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