Idiot

i, seriously am a big fucking idiot.
did i really have to take it that far, knowing that person can't tolerate jokes of such a nature?

and, i went and did it even though i knew. life's so wonderful now. sighs.

can someone just get a big sledgehammer and pound me face-first into the floor, please?

Bar Night Afterthoughts

it's 6 a.m. and i'm still awake =.= 

bugger...

i'm seriously not suited to places with smoke & liquor saturated air. i hate smoking, and i dislike drinking. if it wasn't mariam's farewell, i wouldn't even have went to movida... the whole night i was there, i just watched people getting themselves wasted. bleh.

i wouldn't say i just sat there doing nothing, i did go down to the dance floor, and had a few gulps of liquor, but that's just that. seriously in my opinion, getting high isn't worth its consequences...

and now i just feel i'm kinda like a failure. look at eujo and junmin, both have made some damn close friends, both have damn good grades and really fun experiences here. just look at their video...

it's not like i haven't got my share of fun experiences here, indeed i do have quite a number: taylor's closed dodgeball tournament, mapcu & figos, just to name a few, but i've never really felt quite at home here... i just don't get a feeling that i belong here, a feeling that i fit in...

was it a mistake choosing to come to taylors for my a-levels? or should i just have stayed at penang for it?

was i wrong?

sigh, i'm really getting the morning blues, literally...

Wires & Chemicals

sunday night totally wasn't a great night to sleep. electricity got cut off, room became damn hot and mosquitos became damn annoying. all because of this little wire...

ended up going to college early for the air-conditioning  =.=

that's what a little piece of wire can do. NEVER UNDERESTIMATE WIRES

fast forward to today, i re-encountered something which was why i started enjoying chemistry practicals in the first place. remember the qualitative analysis stuff back in high school? this was my favorite reaction =)

it's fun to mix various stuff together and get unexpected stuff to happen, especially if the visual effects are nice and nothing bad happens. yeah

this golden glittering stuff. SHINYYYYY

accomplished this early in the year. was never able to recreate it again though. sigh

and ohya, being the cameraman is damn fun. especially when you get to take idiotic pictures like this

yeah, that's a guy

A New Start

well, it's been a while since i last blogged---about what i've done, where i've been, basically anything about my life to be exact. i kinda just abandoned my last blog somewhere in january or february, i just can't recall.

i'm not sure why, but i just had to have this sudden urge to start blogging all over again. maybe it's just because i'm too bored, maybe it's because i'm feeling like a loner, or maybe it's because i've seen more of some really amazing blogs, anyways, it doesn't really matter.


after the whole load of crap i just typed above, here's the main thing---I'M BACK INTO BLOGGING!

cheers people =）